sailorette’s diary - a diary writen by a sailorette for her loved ones to read after returning safely home from sea

This is a comment to nico’s post, but as he has no comment options on his blog, i’ve had to reference it through mine.

In response to the why, maybe the reason is just to do it; a change - to give yourself the choice.

As Chuck says

“I wanted to write about the moment when your addictions no longer hide the truth from you. That’s the moment when you have to somehow choose what your life is going to be about… in a way this is trading one compulsive behavior for another, but at least with the new one, you’re choosing it.”

You may or may not be wondering how the snus abstinence has been going with nuzz. Well, its been difficult but it is now official day 9 WITHOUT snus and he’s doing just fine. Think he’ll stick this one out and that i’ll have a real authentique nico, sans snus. As he says himself, he’s not quite himself yet.. but he’ll do fine for me.

*without snus

“how many times did you say snus in that sentence?”
“snus should be falling from the sky right now”
“oh its so great i could snus it!”

Today is the first day of no snus for nico. So far it seems to be going ok, no major personality changes or werewolf behaviour…yet.
I’m well behind him, and am armed and ready to beat the ‘tine devil out of nico.

x2u (tine free)